90 Give or take

V1
Your presence brings life to these bones
I’m tired, worn out and old
But with You I feel so alive
You put the light in my eyes
V2
With each passing year I slow down
But I’ve found You still stick around
You never get sick of my voice
As the hours we talk turn to days

Prechorus
And it’s hard to imagine forever
So I’ll just spend the next day with You
I don’t know that much about heaven
But I can’t wait to be there with You

Chorus
Teach me Lord to count my days
And live each one for You
Place Your wisdom in my heart
And at the end I’ll still be true

V3
My life has just been a vapor
So much will be left undone
But I cherish each moment, that we walked together
As I lived in the light of Sun

Standing in the Rain

Do you think you’ll ever find your way
Can you tell me if your sky’s still grey?
The rains have come, and never passed
I guess you thought you’d never last, this long

The years stretch on, but they feel the same
You keep on fighting but the scars remain
The same old battles against the wind
You’re losing ground to the enemy within

How long will you stand out in the rain?
How long will you hold on to your pain?
I see you shiver in the cold
The years are cruel, and you feel so old
Bitterness is your only friend
Please let go before the end

From a seed, a flower grows
It’s here today, but soon must go
But you fought your war and you missed it all
Life passed you by as you built your walls

You’ve paid too much with no return
When the fires came you let them burn
Now there’s nothing left but ash and dust
Empty years – decay and rust

noise

V1
I know my heart’s not right
It’s far too quick to turn aside
I still need Your mercy in my life
I’m here to lay it down
Please forgive my every sin
Replace my darkness with Your light

V2
I’m here to worship You
In Spirit and in truth
I bow my heart before my King
Take Your coal and cleanse my lips
Mold my life and make it fit
With everything that You have for me

chorus
Please come and take away
Everything that’s in my way
Of drawing near to You
I need to hear Your voice
To speak Your peace into my noise
All I need is You

Bridge
You are the only One
You are the only One
You are the only One
Worthy of our praise

One Year

Every smile, every kiss
I always knew were a gift
You blessed me far beyond my wildest dream
The sound of laughter
A peaceful stream
Splashing through fields of green
Overwhelmed by the joy You’ve given me

From Your hand comes love and peace
But that nail pierced hand knows pain and grief
They’re woven in Your plan
I’d be the first to say I don’t understand
My heart is crushed, and I feel so weak
But I know You share my pain

Chorus
Heaven’s getting sweeter with every passing year
The joy of Zion stronger with every falling tear
This world has lost it’s hold on me, My heart is set above
Where my Saviour waits for me with all those I have loved

I will not cry, with no hope
Though tears may fall and my heart is broke
I will look, to the One who rose again
Thank You for each breath You give
For giving me this life to live
Every step I take belongs to You

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Someday I’ll stand beside You
And we’ll walk on streets of gold
Then we’ll hear the sound of laughter
Like a river uncontrolled

new song

V1
Too many lives still lay broken
Too many words left unspoken
How many years have been wasted
How many hearts have become jaded

V2
He brought life to our dry bones
We were lost, but He brought us home
Restored the years, we thought were gone
Replaced our ashes with His song

Chorus
Lift up your voice to sing
We stand before a King
Lift your hands to worship Him
For He is worthy, He is worthy
Lay your pride down at His feet
Your chains are gone, you are free
Let’s sing together with one song
For He is worthy, He is worthy

V3
Don’t let another day go past
Holding on to what won’t last
Let a new song fill your lungs
Proclaim together what God has done

End of October

My goal was to break 400 miles in an October and somehow I managed. I know for a “real” cyclist it’s nothing, but I don’t suffer from that condition, so for me it was a nice accomplishment. Like normal I did end up getting sick – 3 times! – but I somehow was able to still get enough days in. The last week has been particularly difficult. Monday I was flat on my back, don’t even talk to me sick. Tuesday, I realized I had left my cycling shoes at work. I rode anyways in my worn out Van’s, both feet went numb, my phone (mp3 player) hated me, and I had to take detours. Not to mention I had a late start due to an early morning dentist appointment. My teeth were awesome, but still it’s never fun. Wednesday, my knees were sore for some reason, probably due to riding Tuesday without the right gear, and I had to leave work late which meant riding home in the dark. Again, I know all of the “real” cyclists immediately want to chime in with how the dark is nothing, and they’ve endured much worse… I guess I don’t care much since this is my blog and I’m just an average joe that needs to get his cholesterol under control. Anyways, back to my complaining, I still haven’t put the front light on my bike or converted my sunglasses to the clear lenses, so riding in the dark was a pain especially since I was in some pain. Regardless, I accomplished what I set out to do and even finished a day early.

Tomorrow begins November. I have no goal for November since November has historically been a horrible month to me in regards to riding. Not only have I been frequently sick, the sun sets at 4:30, and then there’s always 12 billion things to do relating to the holidays. Not to say that I don’t like November, I actually love it, but I know it will test my discipline and diligence. I just wish they wouldn’t do the time change thing…

Jakob

I close my eyes but cannot sleep
Too many thoughts, I can’t escape
The night is cold and I have no bed
The stone is hard beneath my head

I’ve been running or fighting since the day I was born
Just a step away from eternity’s door
Running for my life with no place to go
Keep on fighting ’cause it’s all I know

chorus
You were in this place and I never knew
You still had a plan when I was untrue
You opened up the heavens and provided a way
For me to stand before You and not to be afraid

You are the One that provides my every need
You’re the One that protects me when I sleep
Take my life, it’s an offering to You
With all I have, I’ll worship You alone

Refrain:
I found rest here in the house of God
I found peace at the gates to heaven
I see angels ascending, descending from the presence of the Lord
And You promise me, You will not leave, until Your work is done

Almond Joy

Yesterday during my evening commute I exited the SART (Santa Ana River Trail) at Chapman to test out a new route.  This was after getting rear whipped by a stinky guy on a crappy, heavy mountain bike!  The guy didn’t even have any calves.  I managed to keep pace but it seemed like I was working and he was cruising…

So yeah, I exited on Chapman which actually wasn’t half bad for a bridge with no shoulder followed by a freeway onramp.  Compared to Orangewood earlier this week it was actually enjoyable.

I then turned south on Flower which wasn’t particularly busy but the asphalt was pretty lousy.  From Flower I turned east on Almond Ave which turned out to be a nice ride.  The surface isn’t great, but it’s not horrible.  There were some cars parked in the right hand lane at times but not a ton of them.  From Flower to Cambridge I was only passed 6 times (and this was during rush hour), and the cars had room to pass me without having to cross the center divider.

The route also takes you right by Orange Cycle which I’ve been to, but it seems like a plus to have a bike shop available to you on your way home.  The route also takes you right by the Orange Circle if you wanted to take a break.

I ended the route at Cambridge which has a bike lane, allowing you to go south to Santiago Creek bike trail or north up to Walnut.

I don’t know that I’ll ever take this route again, but it’s not a bad way to go.

 

Po’ Po’ and Mo’

Yesterday was evidently a SART (Santa Ana River Trail) cleaning day. There were trash trucks out in full effect. In riding by today, it appears that any changes were temporary. Not that I don’t appreciate the effort, because I absolutely do. Maybe even as much as I appreciate street sweepers. I got to say, I really do appreciate street sweepers; it’s amazing how quickly the roads can become almost unrideable for a road bike if they are not cleaned weekly.

Anyways, as I was passing the First Street under crossing or maybe it was Warner, there were 4 cops cars on the “on ramp” to SART.  I’ve been searching the news for any idea of what was going on but to no avail.

I did come across a series of stories about people throwing crappy bikes out in front of cyclists and they fly down the underpasses.  After the cyclist crashes, they beat them and steal they’re bikes.  It’s not a pleasant thought, and it makes me wonder why the cities or county or whoever’s in charge leaves so much room under the bridges for people to hideout.

On another note, significant progress has been made on the Edinger bridge, which hopefully means the Harbor detour may soon become a thing of the past.  I’ll be the first to admit I won’t miss riding my bike down Harbor one bit.  So far I’ve had to take the detour twice this week.

Update: CrimeMapping.com shows a disturbing the peace violation at 7:26am near the the riverbed and 1st St.  Maybe someone got pissed that the garbage trucks took their stuff.

Regardless, November 3rd will mark the end of daylight savings time.  This means that on November the sun will set at 4:57pm.  Which means the sun will set before I get off work, which of course means riding home in the dark. Then it will be March 2014 before I can get home before sunset again.  Four cold, dark, lonely months.  I think we should just adopt daylight savings time year round.  Maybe I can convince my work…

Anyways, I’m thinking about finding some alternate routes that avoid the SART during the dark months.  It’s just too easy to pick off a lone rider at night, especially since all the MAMILs (middle aged men in lycra) riding in their herds and the young male UCI students with something to prove have all abandoned the trail.

We will see, I’ve never had a problem, but it’s pretty crappy that other people have.  It would be amazing if someday the O.C. made an attempt to be cyclist friendly instead of just telling people to ride to work on the sides of buses.

 

 

Devil Winds II

Fire in Orange

Somehow I missed this by a few minutes on Friday.  On Monday, I rode by the same area and was startled to see it blackened!

The fire was at approximately 33.778175,-117.84617

According to my GPS, here’s where I was :

<trkpt lat=”33.778144999999995″ lon=”-117.84625199999999″><ele>21.899999618530273</ele><time>2013-10-04T23:46:53Z</time></trkpt>
<trkpt lat=”33.778104″ lon=”-117.846064″><ele>24.299999237060547</ele><time>2013-10-04T23:46:57Z</time></trkpt>

23:46 – 7hours for PST – 12 (to get to 12hr time) = 4:46pm

According to the article the fire was called in before 5pm.  Pretty crazy.

CyberChimps